im so fucking saturated.
i mean i noe im nt but i really feel lyk i am.
all dis last min studying cn really make me go nuts.
so, i think i will flunk my f&n.
aniwayzz.
while i was trying to take a short nap just now.
i suddenly told myself.
dat i have to start studying.
i have almost a mth left to do my revision.
and i really, really, must, must study.
and i have to b serious, really.
Wan gave me a rather "good" studying tip on how to study fer history.
he told me dat i have to treat da history bk lyk a storybk.
and try to imagine and understand.
i tried dis method yesterday morning.
and guess wad.
it didnt really work out dat well.
aha.
i guess it will la.
if i had really used my imagination, lyk he told me to do.
aniwayzz.
he's been babysitting his smaller cousins.
aww. how sweet.
i guess he isnt dat bad after all.
and it really does amazed me.
i tot dat he wudnt do stuff lyk dat.
but he actually volunteered to do it.
i personally, wud think twice b4 babysitting my small cousins or nephews and nieces.
so yess.
i think dat's sweet.
n we're trying to pick-up da pieces in our relaintionship.
he's trying to be more concern and more understanding.
n wants me to b more open to him.
n wants me to feel more comfortable when im wid him.
so yes.
i told him dat i just cudnt talk to him lyk how i will usually talk to my other guy frens.
and it's unusual coz' usually, girls wud tend to b more comfortable wid ur guy.
but y is it dat im nt comfortable wid him?
bu aniwayzz.
enuf on him.
went out afta skul wid hid, pie n sharifah.
i have stop hanging out wid dem.
i mean ever since dis past few mths.
but hanging out wid dem just now.
i found out a few things.
n im lost at almost every conver. dat took place.
n i guess sharifah is not da usual quiet gerl dat i tot she was.
so in da end, i kept quite most of da tym.
i mean dey just feel so alien too me.
mebbe i sud have hung out wid dem more.
but it's nt as if it really does matters.
im sick and tired of da prank.
i wanna stop.
but i think dat person has a thing fer him now.
ohk. so u guys happy now??
*dis particular para. is oni fer does whu understands.
Ps: it's DA PRANK!!!