i woke up today feeling very, very happy.
Eday called.
and we laugh as usual.
he called me selenge bacin.
coz' im selenge n bacin coz' i havent bath.
he just cracks me up all the time.
but aniwayz,
Remy called my hse n told me to call this girl whu's been msging him.
i could have just ignored da no n continued doin' wad i was doin'.
bsides it sudnt bother him if he knows his limit and tell her straight dat he already has sumone whum he loves very much
n dat he doesnt wanna know ani more girls.
he could have done dat.
but i had this funny feeling to just call her.
so i did called her.
i wasnt angry at her or anithing like dat, i just wanted a nice conversation with her
n tell her dat the guy she's msging already has a girl.
so i dialled da no. n she did picked up da phone.
when i told her dat im remy's girl, she said she was too.
and dat was when suddenly, everything stopped fer awhile.
i tried to sink it in n tried to say sumthing.
i just cudnt believe da fact dat Remy's been two-timing me n her.
dere where like so many things dat went thru my head.
like "whu should i b angry at?", "was it her fault or was it his?", "was i da third party or was she?"
so we talked abit n i got to know her.
but i wasnt angry at her, i was angry at Remy fer cheating on us.
i mean it wasnt da first time dat ive experienced this prob.
it's been many times.
n i will NEVER pity the fuck-ing guy. i pity da girls whu were cheated.
so, i called Remy n fuck-ing scolded him.
called him all sorts of names n just bloody shouted at him.
i was angry. i was hurt. but sumhow, i just didnt feel like crying coz' i wasnt at all sad.
well, abit yes but i was more angry.
I toked to Fifi (Remy's gf) n we just talk abt him n we got along fine.
da fact that made me more angry was the fact dat he wudnt admit dat he bloody lied to me
n dat he had in fact cheated on me,
even after all dat has happened.
i just wanted to hear the words that he did in fact cheated on me,
but he created one fuck-ing stupid drama.
so i called Fifi n she told me stuff that i didnt know.
she told me that they were planning to get engaged by this June.
i was shocked n i told her dat if she wants him, she can have him.
since they've gotten so serious n the fact dat i just dunt like guys like him.
i called Remy to say i fuck-ing hate him n i hope he'll die n rot in hell.
talked to Karim abt it.
he cooled me down.
i toked to Shahirah abt it.
so we meeting ltr.
so me n Fifi have been close.
we've been talking lots of times today.
n im glad.
Remy's been miserable now.
he tot that he'll still can get both of us by lying to us both again.
well, he cn take his bloody attitude elsewhr coz' frankly i dunt need this shit.
i dunt need a guy whu cant commit n even play ard with girl's feelings.
we r not toys to play ard with.
we do have feelings k.
i guess bein single is better.
i dunt have to deal wid this shit n can almost flirt whenever i want.
traaaatttt..