everyone's telling me to leave u.
sud i?
i think dat i shud..
but im unsure.
u're nt making this ani easier.
u're still out dere fooling ard, i think.
im caught in between.
i stood firmly on my principles dat
i will always believe u no matter wad others say.
ill nvr believe dem unless i saw it fer myself.
now, i dont know.
i dont know whu i sud trust. i just heard so many things abt u.
it's so bad dat i just cant handle it animore.
n it's onli been how long?
11 days?
sud we just continue or sud we stop?
i dont know..
give me an ans. plz.

all this while i didnt know.
i didnt know dat my dear lil baby cute sister was bullied by her classmate.
n how was dat possible?
coz' i wasnt always at home n even if i was at home.
i was bz on the phone all da time.
i feel bad.
i didnt know.
n she didnt wanna tell.
i feel bad.
i feel bad dat im nt always dere fer my loved ones whenever dey needed me.
i dont know.

things hafta change from now on.
i hafta change.

p.s: i love u syiqin..