i was supposed to go fer the orientation
but i didnt coz' i didnt know abt it.
well, it was written on dat piece of paper which was given to me by dat boy.
but he didnt really emphasis on it.
in fact he rushed through his werds.
so i didnt really pay attention to it.
n, i didnt read it coz' i tot it was just a piece of crap.
but it wasnt la.
n now, i missed my 1st day of orientation.
not dat i care aniwayz.
anihuss, im not dat huha abt school.
firstly, i dont know wad my course is all abt.
n i feel so fucked up coz'
i didnt wanna b like da others whu didnt know wad dey wanna do
n practically choose ani course dat they think is suitable.
BUT in da end, im just like dem coz' i know wad i wanna do
but im not in da course dat is suittable fer me.
i can wait. but ill have to wait fer a year to enter Shatec.
since im on a waiting list n my chances fer goin dere wud b very, very slim.
so, i figured might as well go to ani damn course n see how it goes.
haiz. life is shitty.
2ndly, im jobless n cashless.
i need a job n i need money.
i need more clothes.
but i dunt have the money to buy dem.
n dat worries me alot.
but, on a lighter side, sumone made me happy yesterday...
was on da phone yesterday wid Djamel.
we were talking crap in da middle of the nite.
like ending sentences.
fer eg:
kalau menyampah, sapu sampah.
kalau pening, cukur kening.
kalau merepek, makan kerepek.
if u can see we try to rhyme da werds.
kinda stupid la. but it was a fun midnite/early morning game.
we actually slept together last nite.
y i say we slept together.
coz' we fell aslp while we were on the phone.
haha. weird.
i've always wanted to do it wid my bf but in da end i did it wid sumone else.
i cant wait fer tomoro.
hooraaayyy.
yeah ryt!!