I LOVE U.
dese three lil werds can bring a huge impact
or it's just three lil werds.
sumtimes i wonder,
when u say those werds to me,
do u really mean wad u say or r u saying it just fer da sake of saying it.
i dont dare to look into ur eyes coz' im scared.
mebbe im scared of bein lied straight to da face.
or im scared ill fall deeper.
my love fer u is growing,
but im afraid to put high hopes in this relationship.
im scared dat it wont werk out.
not dat i dont want it to.
i'll tell u a secret.
im not true to u.
but u dunt seem to care, do u?
u seldom call or sms.
u say dat u'll come home everyday.
but u dunt.
cant u see dat i need u more den ever now.
im still feeling shitty.
n it hurts like hell.
sumtyms, it hurts so bad dat i just wanna end my life.
call me stupid if u want, but dat's how i feel.
i feel CHEAP, USELESS, UNLOVED etc etc..
at da end of da day, i just wanna feel loved by u.
but so far, i havent been feeling it.
if u're sumhow reading this.
i just want u to know.
i want u to know dat meeting me twice per week or once per week isnt enuf.
contacting me once or twice per week is not enuf.
i need u to sacrifice more time fer me.
i have this gut feeling dat u r untrue to me too.
but wad can i do?
ill b true to u when u're true to me.