i feel so fucking neglected ok.
he's visiting his fren AGAIN today.
y oh y must he visit his fren 2 days in a row?
i mean even if he wants to go visit him or her,
y cant he just meet me fer awhile den visit that bugger laa.
ok, im not being unreasonable
BUT im his fucking GF, mind u.
and he cares more abt that asshole whu kena bike accident
rather den me,
his poor GF whum he hasnt seen since last Tues.
when i came back frm K.L,
he doesnt even bother to at least drop me a msg.
ok, so he didnt know when ill b back.
but i gave him a msg n left him 2 missed calls.
thankfully, he picked up da 3rd call.
and all he cud afford to say was he's in da hospital visiting his fren.
ok fine!! but at the very least, u cud have msg me back.
well, mebbe dere's da possiblity of him dat not knowing dat dere was a msg.
so this morning, i decided to give him a wake-up call.
which i did a few days back.
i called, he ans-ed.
we msged this morning.
den when i asked him wheather we can meet today,
he says he aint sure. he'll update me.
ouhk fine.
when i called him @ 5.30pm,
he was on his way to hospital AGAIN.
u know how fucking angry i m.
he doesnt bother to msg or rather update me.
n he's off to the hospital when ive thought of meeting him today.
mebbe u havent notice,
but im trying to b a rather good partner.
but u're not.
im reassuring myself dat u're bz wid werk.
n dat u just havent got time..
ok, fine.. i understand.
but at least take note of my feelings laa.
we're only 2 weeks old n already i dunt feel da fucking love.
where's da 3 mth honeymoon period?
u cud at least call me at nyt or give me goodnyt msges.
make me smile abit...
but u're more concern abt other shits,
instead of me..
n the worse thing was u dunt even know wad dat im fucking hurt.
u act as per normal as if im fine when im not.
cant u fucking sense it?
ill b goin melaka this weekend fer dat kenduri.
ill b free the next week, but im not sure abt u.
im starting skool soon.
n when i do, i dunt think im gonna have time fer u.
well, im hoping dat i dunt have time fer u.
coz' when u suddenly want to meet me during ur free time,
n im busy studying or busy doin sumthing else,
n im neglecting u, time n time again.
den im sure u'll understand how i bloody feel now, wont u.
im waiting fer dat bloody day to come..
till den,
n BTW, im angry at u!!!