im goin K.L fer a weekend getaway.
ive decided to go since my Dad's been pestering me n my bro to go.
so, looks like i wont be spending my weekends wid my sweetheart.
khakhakha.
yesterday, went to Hemsdale to enrol in da sch.
but when i got dere, they wanted an "a" lvl certificate instead of an "o" lvl certificate.
haiyohh.. damn pissed larr.
since i went dere with a purpose and now it's w/o a purpose.
so, i walked ard wid Diana feeling very stressed out.
den, i met Rahmat and we hang out.
i so much so wanted to tell him my probs
but den, im not sumone whu can just share my probs.
oh wells, my mum msged me yesterday n she sort of let out her feelings.
i cried while reading her msges.
my Dad was his own self, which was kinda weird
coz' i thought that he would b scolding me larr.
but he was kinda cool and was excited wid the K.L trip.
so, i lighten up a lil.
now, im at home wid her n sis.
but i dunt think i can look at her today.
let's hope she's in da afternoon shift.
i got on da train with alot of thoughts.
i was thinking abt wad my mum said, abt wad's gonna happen once i reach home
n abt my future.
i donno what to tell them.
i thought that i had my future well planned out
but it seems as that everything's in a mess now.
and i know ive been putting the blame on my parents
but i cant blame them but me.
if i had been more persistent in goin to Shatec n nowhere else,
den this wudnt have happen.
i cud have been in skool now w/ no worries.
but now, i guess i can onli wait fer Shatec's respong fer the July intake.
if it doesnt happen,
which means that i dunt get a place,
den i shall werk as a relieve teacher
n enrol fer the Jan intake in Shatec.