mum received her bonus 2 days ago.
she received a five-figure sum in whole.
means including her salary fer this month.
and she's being VERY, VERY generous.
not that she has never been.
she got herself an Oakley specs with transition lense.
and also got her husband one.
coz' her husband had lost his Levi's Specs.
and that husband of hers better let his wife
get her children whatever they want too.
coz' he got what he wanted and it wasnt freaking cheap ok.
so, he better not interfere and let his wife get her children want they want.
haha.
school's been great.
they've been planning on alot of trips to go to.
Zoo, Pulau Ubin, Cebu in Phillipines, Bangkok etc etc.
they want to do so many other activities
Horse-riding, Camping, Ice-skating etc etc.
but all these field trips n activites
really, FREAKS ME OUT.
i mean i dont mind going to places of interest and travelling to other countries.
but i dont really dig the camping and the ice-skating activities.
though i know it will be fun.
but still, im just not sure.
plus, i still m not financially stable.
mom still hasnt talked to NByN yet.
i think i should start next week instead.
Boy offered to help me get a job at the airport.
and when i declined, he suddenly, didnt want to talked to me.
i donno what the fucking hell is wrong with him.
u see, he's really just fucking plain selfish.
he talks about girls that he says are hot.
n tells me all the "wonderful" info and also includ' anecdotes of what he might do with her if he gets him.
n when i want to tell him about the hot guys that ive just seen,
he becomes so un-interested and says he's busy and stuff.
and yesterday, i appreciate his job offer.
but the thing is, i have to think about the transportation fees and everything in between.
yes, the pay may be good.
but it will have a deadly effect on me.
it'll be so damn tiring fer me to travel from sch to changi.
not forgetting the long train rides and also the very ex transportation fees.
im not using a concession card u know.
plus, it's not as if im gonna get paid that instant kn.
so how the fuck m i gonna provide fer my transportation expenditures?
if i were to werk at NByN,
i only have to werk 4 hrs.
and the train ride wont be as torturing as the train ride to changi.
i expect him to understand, but he just doesnt.
stupid arsehole.
talked to afiq last night.
actually, it was in the morning la.
we've been talking abt serious issues these days.
but still putting in abit of jokes here n dere.
one thing i like about him is that,
he listens n can remember everything i say to him.
when i recalled him to a previous story, he can recall back that particular story.
haha.
every woman/girl/female wants a man/boy/male to listen to every werd she has to say.
her naggings, her complaints, her stories.
i mean it's good larr that someone listens but then forgets it the next day.
but it's even better if someone can really listen and den can still remember in time to come.
so, im trying to say that i LIKE afiq keko babi alot.
hahahahaha.
last two nights ago,
i talked to Hadi.
we sought of had a fight earlier on in the afternoon.
den, we made up that night.
it was soo damn emotional.
and the background music didnt do much help either.
Power 98 was playing all the smooth, slow, romantic songs.
which makes it even so damn emotional.
he was so damn vulnarable the other day.
n i felt that i have to show him even much care.
i didnt want to rub in more salt.
even when i know i wasnt happy with him either.
i have to admit though,
im having this love-hate relationship wid him.
i want to think that he's the next one.
but somehow, i still think of someone else alot.
im being foolish now.