Dear, Syahirah Hashim aka lil sis aka koyak ,
Please come home soon.
I know that it's only been 2 days.
But without you, everything seems so different and strange.
The house seems so quiet.
And the sound of it seems so alien to me.
I miss the constant loud and consistent knocks on my door from you.
I miss that high pitch irritating voice of yours.
The people in this house have changed too.
Your dad, is being very anoying.
Just yesterday, he was shouting at the top of his lungs when he found out about the
Chicken Rice Shop that's gonna open at Harbourfront.
He even asked a stupid question wheather it's gonna be HALAL or not.
When on the ad itself, it clearly states HALAL.
Your brother, is very irritating.
Without you to layan him, I was forced to layan him.
He even asked me to be his Missy.
And now, even I m sick.
If you were ard, you would be everybody's missy-s.
From dad to mom to bro to me.
Your mom, is having mood swings here and there.
It seems like she's in a bad mood these few days.
hmm.

So you see, we need you ard.
You were the only person whom we can vent our frustrations to,
whom we can shower our love&kisses to,
whom will talk to us whenever noone else would,
whom we will disturb and still you wouldnt mind,
were our companions whenever noone else wanted to be
whenever we did something very bad&wrong to you
which succesfully made you cry,
you will forgive us almost instantly.
the family's different without you.
so, please come home soon with my Dunkin Donuts.

today, in the morning,
i found red stains on my panties
and this could only mean one thing.
PERIOD!
hahaks.

so, this basically explains my sudden change in emotions
and my constant cravings fer certain things.
usually, the week before my period,
I get a sudden craving for CHOCOLATES n everything sweet.
I get mood swings, here and there.
and my hunger for porn&sex.
yes, believe it or not,
i get extremely horny.
so guys, count the days yarr.
if you're so despo fer sex and no one wants to have sex with you,
you can come to me.
BUT only on the week before my period, coz' it's my most sexually active week of the month.
haha. just kidding.

I've still got sand in my shoes
N i cant shake the thought of you.
I shake it all, forget you
Why, why would I want to.
I know we said goodbye
Anything else would have been confused
but i wanna see you again