i just came back from a 1 1/4 hr worth of pure torture.
where have i been?
i just came back from jogging.
BUT i did more of a fast walk rather than jogging.
penat nohh!
& also rather scary larh.
we(me, Tino&Sam) went to sembawang park to jog.
as most of u know, dat place is rather deserted&ulu
especially at night.
thankfully, i have bro's hp to accompany me.
on the way back, the hp decided to die on me
BUT thankfully, i have my handphone to help keep me company.
both Tino&Sam have their ipod to depend on.
now, an MP3 is a rather fundamental thing for alot of purposes.
especially jogging at night at a random park.
the silence really kills me!
trust me, even with my few mins of listening pleasure,
i cudnt stand the sound of the silence while waiting fer the next song.
Tino was suggesting doin this on a regular/daily basis.
now, i havent given it much thought yet.
i mean im more of a semangat 2 minute kinda person.
aniwayz, i supposed joggin' isnt really my thing.
it isnt an exercise that i would like to do on a daily basis.
i think i'd rather stick to having sex & walking rather than jogging.
at least they are more enjoyable, slow, and less tiring.
well, maybe not less tiring but at least,
i cant really feel the tiredness while doing them.
hehs!
we'll just have to wait&see.
this week, has been a real rollercoaster ride fer me.
firstly, there was my inexistant bdae,
whereby not many remembered.
like i said eventhough they remembered, they dont bother to at least leave me a bdae msg.
wad? m i so muthafuckingly irritating&bad that u guys&gals cant even wish me a
"happy bdae"
ouhk, it's not as if im bothered by it or anithing like that.
BUT i expected a lil bit more.
forgive me fer bein' a lil bit more spoilt this year.
but i feel like i WANT&NEED the attention
i feel like im losing my girlfrens while gaining more guyfrens.
right now, im hoping that my girlfrens wud stop bein busy
& come to me fer a change.
where are u gals? i need uuuu
~sheeshh.
secondly, hanis, my cousin, had a tumour in her head.
she went for the operation yesterday.
and thankfully, all went well & she's now resting.
the whole operation cost a freaking $25K
& this doesnt include the hopital stay lahh.
BUT, of course, when it comes to medical stuffs,
money isnt a prob.
i visited her just now.
and she was just so plain week.
i pity her so.
like how can a 6 yr old girl not be happy upon seeing a big Barbie balloon?
well, she wasnt.
well, maybe she was but with all that morphine in her,
she looked so dazed&weak&tired that she cudnt care less abt the balloon.
i really pity-ed her lahh.
hope she get well soon & be all chirpy&noisy&irritating like all my other lil cousins.
BF was busy today.
he was carrying stuffs from his auntie's PasirRis place to her new TanahMerah place.
im rather irritated&angry at him.
i cant seem to spend my Sats with him.
last sat it was his sedare's kenduri.
& this week it's his auntie moving to a new place.
forgive me fer being so muthafuckingly unreasonable.
i sud understand since he's out there helping his auntie and not menyundaling.
BUT still!!!!
he cancelled our IKEA-trip twice oready larr.
and yesterday, he even promised me that we'll go IKEA
and that he promised me that he wont cancel it due to
family&friends outing or wadever shit.
BUT look wad happen?
bestfren was sweet.
she wished me happy bdae.
im not sure if she just teringat abt it
or she thought that my bdae was today.
BUT, at least she did something that made me feel sorry abt wadever that ive written abt her in the last entry.
i love her to bits&pieces.
she's still my bestfren and i hope we'll put that episode aside
& carry on bein bestfrensforever!
ouhk, the last sentence sounds very preteenish.
BUT, i still do want us to be bestfrensforever tau!
ouhk, i stink.
i should go have a bath now.
tata!