was so damn grouchy malas today.
woke up at 830am.
watched porn, ordered hotcakeswithsausage & eggmcmuffin
ate, watched tv
and was on the phone with Chucky, Afiq, Eday, Daniel, Yus, Sa'id, Adi & Yazid the whole day.
oh~ pathetic, yes.

i wanted to go to school in the morning.
but i had this morning craving fer Macd's breakfast.
n so, i had to choose btwn my breakfast or skool.
actually i can do both.
but i was just plain lazy to
bath @ 830am, rush over to MacD,
queue for my food, quickly swallow down my food
run to the bus interchange & head to skool.
u see, im not a rushing person, especially when it comes to food.
i like to eat my food slowly&peacefully.
i want to enjoy eating my food.
coz' food isnt just food to me.
food is something more than that.
i want to be able to taste all the flavours in my food,
while reading the newspaper/mag/book etc etc
also, eating is a great way to make time for people
whom we've not met/talked/seen
or just enjoying lunch with a loved one.
just talking, listening and enjoying each other's company
over a plate of chicken rice/pasta etc etc,
is so much more relaxed and comfortable, isnt it?
that's why i'd rather have lunch with mum,
rather than talk to her face-to-face.
the atmosphere is so much more happy, relaxed & comfortable
that whenever we run out of topics to talked abt,
or even when the situation becomes too stressful&scary,
we can always talk abt the food.
and besides, i can really talk about what i want in btwn the chewing,
and she'll b too busy enjoying the food,
that she'll just say yes and wouldnt think twice abt wadever it is that im saying.
like the other time,
i told her i wanted dreads,
she said yes, if only they were small.
and then, straight away, i changed the topic to food.
see, she didnt have to go on&on&on abt my desicion fer dreads.
and, she didnt even say anithing abt it even after much later.
so, that is why i like eating.
nooo, I LOVE&ENJOY EATING.
isnt eating everyone's fav pastime?
ouhk, but i guess i sudnt eat so much now,
since im no longer swallowing the slimming pills.
~sheesh.

aniwayz, back to my day.
television was boring today.
i cant even remember the tv shows that i watched today.
i thought watching porn would be interesting.
BUT, porn was so boring.
it's just the usual moan-s of fuckmeharder, youfuckmesogood, yeah,baby, itfeelssogood
and watever slutty lines.
and the usual of putting the damn dick in almost every possible holes
and watching the guy jerk-ing off.
so damn fucking boring.
so, i was on the phone the whole day.
there was Chucky, whu was in camp.
Eday, whu was on his way to Johor-re.
Afiq, whu was @ home playing Maple.
p.s: he's 21 this yr.
Daniel, whu just got back frm soccer training.
Yazid, whu was on duty @ the National Stadium.
but, he was resting more than werking.
Yus, whu was @ home doing nothing.
Sa'id, whu was too busy watching television to even know that i was on the phone.
Adi, whu was @ home alone watching porn.
So, basically,
i didnt talk long with all of them.
the ppl who layan-ed me fer more than 1/2 an hr were,
Chucky, Afiq, Yazid and Yus.
the rest were too busy doin their own stuffs.

i bath at 5pm.
got ready and left the hse @ 6pm.
went to N.P, bought Ski Double-Up yogurt & KFC
before goin back to Wak's place.
once here, bro&sis were sharing over my cheese fries.
was abit irritated since i wanted it fer myself
but in the end, i had to share it wid them.
at least, they didnt asked fer my bandito,
or else i would have shouted at them fer bein so irritating.
like i said I LIKE TO ENJOY MY FOOD SLOWLY&PEACEFULLY
without anione wanting to taste a lil bit of wadever im eating.
if i was eating something new,
i wudnt mind sharing with them BUT i was eating KFC,
dunt tell me they nvr taste KFC before kn.
irritating tau.
but, because i very the baik hati,
i rela share with them my cheesefries.