i woke up feelin' kinda remorseful.
i dreamt of dreams that felt too scary&real.
& the thing is, all the dreams were abt me
& sumhow, my family members gt to know wad i was doin all this while.
& sumhow, i wanted to repent&nvr do it again.
BUT, den again, it's just a dream.
waking up this early (p.s it's 3am nw),
has always been a problem.
i dunt usually wakeup this early.
mayb it's bcoz' i slept early yesterday.
but usually, i cn go to sleep @ 9pm,
& onli wakeup @ 10am the nxt mornin' & still feel tired.
y is today, somehow diff?
ouh yarr, i forgot.
im goin' SHOPPEK!
wid bro. kwangkwangkwang.
so exciting larr!
ive gt so much to buy; sandals,chainnecklaces,cloth,blouses,begs,waistbelts...
& ive gt a limitedbudget (lyk always).
so how? SMART SHOPPEK.
i dont know how it werks,
but u're supposed to look fer bargains.
s in survey other places to look fer similar item @ a lower price.
but nowadays ppl buy fer brand waddd.
aiyohh.
eg.
QUESTION:
wud u buy a Ralph Lauren blouse or a Gio blouse, both looks identical?
ANSWER:
of course i wud buy the ralph lauren blouse ryt. gt brand summore.
BUT, still, noone wud actually bother to find out wad brandclothes u're wearin'
unless they ask.
& they dunt usually ask unless they're truly facinated(which doesnt usually happen) or disgusted(which usually happens) @ wad u're wearin'.
it's not the brand that counts; it's how u carry off ur clothes/style.
u know, u dont have to b beautiful to b noticed by ppl, u just have to b diff.
kwang,kwang,kwang..
i wanna go cut my hair today.
i want a rather edge-y, barbie- dollish kinda hairstyle.
& i want my hair to b in a blue-black colour.
i sense that im gonna fulfilled my parents wishes by dyeing it back black.
im not really sick of this hairstyle+haircolour.
but, i just need a change.
im beginning to b like Rahman.
if he's not changing his haircolour/hairstyle,
den he's changing his phone.
sometimes, i dont get him.
ehk, no, i dont get him all the time.
i dont know y he likes changing hp, when it's a waste of money.
y cant he just stick to one hp?
and i don know y he likes to dye&redye his hair, when it's also a waste of money & it also spoils the hair.
y cant he just stick to one colour.
nvm, at least these are the only 2 things that he likes changing.
it's good that he doesnt treat girls like his hp(s) & hair.
ouh, have i told u all that im done with my ECOTOURISM project?
havent ryt?
ouhk, im done, finished, habis, selesai with that project.
at least im only 2 assignments away.
m onli left with eventmanagement&buinessexecutivetravel.
after that, i can say gdbye to assignments
& hello to exam.
im quite fucked up abt the eventmanagement assignment.
it's not the grpmembers; it's the project itself.
we need to forked out our own money larr.
this part, i have a prob (alilbit),
saya nie dahlahh tk bekerja,
perbelanjaan diri sendiri tk cukup,
lagi, nk kene spare duet untuk assignment plak.
sheesssh...
BUT, what to do.
if, i dont contribute the slightest bit of money then,
it's not fair to the other grp members.
besides, im still gonna get back that money afterwards, i hope.