my previous entry has attracted the attention of my BROTHER.
that stupid idiot feels that ive only one emotion.
which is being HAPPY almost everyday of my life.
ehk, im human ouhk.
of course i can feel other feeelings as well.
like all those emo-ppl say
"behind the smile, there're tears or wadever shit"
of course when im out there with my family&friends or whuever,
im not gonna show/tell them that i have problems.
everyone has their own probs.
& seriously, who the hell wants to listen to other ppl probs.
unless u r really, really concern&love that person
or u're a busybody/kepo person
than u wudnt mind listening to other ppl's problems.
BUT seriously, do we all like listening to other ppl's prob?
not really...
y?
because, we'll prob be reminded of our own probs.
do we all like to tell/show our problems to other ppl?
not really...
because, than we'll fell like we're boring our friends with our probs.
life is to short to be sad, angry and all those other unhappy/negative feelings,
that is y we have to live our life to our fullest.
BUT still, that doesnt mean the other feelings are inexisted.

today:
has been a happy-cum-paiseh day fer me.
y? coz' ive bought my HariRaya shoe.
ive adored it since i saw it last week @ the M)phosis P.S store.
i wanted to get it last Mon.
BUT there wasnt any size and let's just say the salegirl(s) were bein such bitches.
ouhk, i dont want to type wad happened the other day.
BUT, i just feel that M)phosis needs to send their salegirls to a good service workshop or somthing.
aniwayz, ive promised a certain someone that i will post picture of my
shoe&bajukurung.
BUT my digicam is on loan.
so, i shall post the pictures another day.

aniwayz, back to my day.
after buying my shoe,
me&Tino went to Kino to look ard.
and i FINALLY saw that book.
the diary of a Manhattan Call-girl.
it's $16. now, whr m i gonna get that kind of money now?
ive got so many things to settle that even a $16 book seems like buying a LV bag.
so, while walking ard the store,
ive came up with my new year's resolution list.
not that 2007 is just ard the corner.
well, actually it is in 2 mths time.
BUT still, it's way too early for me,or anyone for that matter,
to be doing their new yr's resolution list.
maybe coz, ive screwed up way too much this yr,
that i feel that i have to get my 2007 more organized.
i cant bear to see myself bein' in this shit again nxt yr.
i dont want history to repeat itself.

Tino seemed rather distracted&boring today.
so, i decided to head back to Yishun to take my hp box frm Shahirah.
there i was in the train, listening to my ipod&readin' my book.
it's a fabolous book, i tell u.
aniwayz, i quickly walked my way towards Shahirah's office.
i feel rather awkward walking alone in a crowded place&having ppl look/stare @ u.
upon reaching Shahirah's office,
i saw a lady opposite her.
at first, i thought it was just another customer.
when Shahirah saw me, she was kinda shocked.
maybe it was due to my new look.
p.s: she hasnt seen me in ages.
i was kinda shocked when i saw Ema in her office.
well, it was more of a jealous kinda shocked.
and believe me, all i wanted to do was get that box and get the hell out of the place.

while i was on my way back,
there was like a zillion thoughts in my head.
questioning abt the existance of Ema @ Shahirah's office.
y was she there? y was she sooo free?
and as i was walking, my show beg hit this Indian man, HARD.
that Indian man kinda jerk off.
you know like a gala poking you.
& the worse part was,
this mat&minah couple saw wad happened.
wad can i do but to just walked off.
i feel like sucha diva doing so.
padahal dah malu sgt...

& den, @ KFC,
i saw this girl who so muthafuckingly looks like Syiqin, my cousin.
at first that Syiqin lookalike saw me.
BUT, didnt call me,
which i thought was weird coz' she would usually call me.
so instead, i call out to her.
BUT, than punya lah paiseyy, when she turned and i saw whu the fuck she was.
she was none other than a Syiqin lookalike.
so memaluating k.
besides, there's so many ppl ard the area.
whr to put this chubby face of mine?
LESSON learnt: nvr call out to ppl unless u're really sure whu they r.
to be on the safe side; nvr call out to ppl.
i nvr used to, but i donno y i did just now.

ive been reading a few books lately.
all surprisingly good books.
so i would gladly recommend them to all those in need of a good book.
1stly, the Bad Mother's Handbook.
a very good book.
it tells 3 stories;
a teenage daughter/granddaughter; a middle-aged divorcee mother/daughther
& a retarded grandmother/mother.
it's a funny story & it also tells the importance of family.
2ndly, Conversations with a Fat Girl.
funny book.
but sometimes, i find myself rather embarassed carrying the book ard with me.
mainly cause of the resemblance of the tittle Fat Girl & me.
BUT still, it is a very good book.
it tells a story abt life & to appreciate things ard you & to never forget your past, no matter how embarrasing&different they were.
now, im currently reading a book; How I Paid for College.
im not done with it yet.
BUT, im very engrossed with the book.
it's sucha witty book.
i was laughing in the train while reading it.
ive gt another 2 books to read.
ill tell u ppl mre updates in times to come.
tata~