ok let make this very, VERY clear.
if ive ever offended u abt chattin with someone abt ur position right now,
den im sorry.
but fyi, i dont really give a shit abt it.
i dont care.
but even if i ever did say that,
it's prob. becoz' u minded my bisness first.
BUT, prob is, i didnt remember chatting with someone and calling u names.
the recent chat i could remember talking abt u on MSN
was with my cousin.
and we were talking abt education and all that.
she's the cleverer one and all
& she sorts of feel like she's growing up to be you.
u know the same sec sch, and then to JC and then to university.
and everyone's been thinking that she'll end up like u.
BUT, the problem is she doesnt want to be you.
everyone wants their own identity and all that.
and i guess, we sortof talk abt the position u are in now.
it was just normal cousin-cousin/girlfriend talk.
and the very last time i talked on the phone abt u was with my bf.
i wanted to hook u up with his bro.
but decided not to,
since his bro wasnt ur type.
if i were in ur position and heard from my younger relative
saying "stuffs" abt me,
i would be mad myself.
so sorry for hurting. didnt mean to do that.
you know i love u.
you know i adore u.
im sorry.
im sorry.
im sorry.