i woke up at 8am today.
my dear lil sis woke me up asking me if ive got sch or not.
i did, but i didnt go.
i just didnt have that mood to go.
was supposed to meet the girls at Admiralty
& head off to National Library.
Ida was supposed to drive us.
BUT, i didnt have the mood to go as well.
Fatin called me early in the morning asking me whether i was werking or not.
dat damn bitch sounded drunk.
i got a letter today.
telling me that I have to pay my mom back.
& i have to complete it within the next 12 yrs.
& it strucked me that i have to go get a job!
i have to pay sooo many things.
i have to buy sooo many things.
& not forgetting the trip to Genting-KL this coming May.
& the amt in both my bank accts are just so depressing.
argh! i feel like crying oready.
& to make matters worse,
my hp screen cracked again today.
this time, lagi rabakzz ouhk!
u can see the cracks on the phone.
this time really small cracks.
i sud have listen to my dad.
i sudnt have bought the phone.
well, i didnt. my dad did actually.
im supposed to pay him back but with my bankrupt state,
how the fuck m i supposed to pay him back?
& now it makes me feel even bad coz'
i didnt treasure the phone that my dad bought for me!
looking @ it is soo damn depressing laaa.
i should probably stop now.