apparently,
im no longer worth your time or your money.
if it doesnt benefit you one way or the other,
you dont see a point in meeting me.
seriously, wadever happened to that 4 months?
wad did that 4 months meant to you?
did it even mean anithing to you?
or was it just something to fill your time?
y should i bother bout u?
you're prob sittin' down with ur frens having a smoke and laughin bout things.
while im sitting in frnt of my comp
& typing away angrily.
ill prob be cryin myself to sleep over this.
while you're prob gonna sleep so soundly tonight.
and wont even give this another thought.
ill still b thinking bout this on my way to werk tomorrow.
while ull prob still b sleeping soundly in ur bed.
ill still b thinking bout this at werk.
while u're just waking up and watching tv.
and thinking bout wad u're gonna do for the day.
& when i go to lunch, my colleague would b yanking&yanking.
and ill be there pretending to listen to her,
when im actually thinking bout this.
otw home in the bus & train,
i cant doze off or even ppl-watch coz' im too busy thinking bout this.
seriously, this is annoying.
ok fuck.
i should stop.