"a friend in need is a friend indeed"
what does this phrase mean?
that when you're in need and you go to a fren and that he/she bothers to help you.
then, he/she must b a real fren.

i tried not to be calculative at first.
coz' really, frenship is not sumthing that you should be calculative of.
but the odds are.
im always there for you and you're nvr there for me.
u find me when you're in need.
but where were you when i needed you.

truth b told,
im always happy when you're sad.
coz' those were the times, when you're with me.
when you actually bothered bout me.

nowadays, we're so near but yet so far.
i dont know what's happening with you and you dont know what's happening with me.
i try to catch-up with you sometimes,
but you wouldnt let me.
you're always busy.
with the bf; with work; with whatever.

the other day when you msged me.
i thought that you wanted to ask abt me.
but you just wanted my help.
you just wanted my stupid help.

no. im not angry at you for using me.

actually i am.
im always there for you but where were you when i need you.
you're no where to be found.
you give me stupid excuses just to avoid meeting me.

please.
since im not worth your pathetic time,
i dont see why i should bother bout you either.
all im asking frm you now is to stop acting like we are what we are 2 yrs ago.
coz' really, we're not.
you're no different than a stranger on the streets.
coz' quite frankly, i dont know anything bout you now.
and really, i dont want to.
i did then but i no longer want to now.

it was nice knowing you best fren.
but i guess let's stick to just being ex schmates-frens now eh.