i went to toysrus today.
for the event coordinator position.
they were offering me 1k.
& i was asking for 1.5k.
Nita was saying that the pay is seriously low.
but lemme see, i should be treating this as a stepping stone.
i have to start somewhere right.
so the job requires me to handle children parties
& basically i have a team that's gonna be under me.
so yes.
im abit skeptical abt this as im not gd with children at all.
but if i get the job, den it's good.
another interview tomoro with an event company @ 1.30pm.
hopefully it offers me more.
bt what im seriously hoping for is that i can get the job.
at least i can make the july trip a reality & i dont have to job hunt animore.
i try not to regret the decisions i make in life.
deep in my heart, i know i nvr regretted the desicions ive made.
but somehow, i sometimes feel like ive disappointed everyone.
and the words n comparisons they make arent making it any better.
maybe the efforts arent showing.
i know, i havent been handling the situation well.
but im finally trying to stand and your pushing me dwn again.
everyone's giving me that look.
if everyone's gonna push me down, den who's gonna help me stand?
i didnt mean to cry.
but i just feel so bad.
thanks eh for "trying" to pujuk me.
hahaha, though it didnt exactly help,
at least it did make me laugh hearing you try to pujok me.
aniwayz, if what your fren says is true.
id say the same to you too.