today's Day One.
hopefully ill be able to complete all 3 days.
should probably head over to cold storage on friday. (
i hate answering questions about my opinions on themselves or others.
today someone asked me.
"do you think i've treated you badly?"
i mean since you asked, would you rather i lie to you or to tell you the truth?
and when i said something about it,
all you kept saying was, yeahlahh everything has always and will always be my fault.
i tried explaining but you didn't want to listen.
and yes, whatever happened earlier on in our relationship was your mistake not mine.
anyway my point is, if you were to ask such questions,
please be prepared for the answer.
i would want to lie to you so as not to hurt your feelings but since you were to ask that specific question, it means that you probably have guessed that i (or someone else) were/was somehow unhappy with you.
i tried my best to answer in a truthful but un-hurtful way.
& fuck, it took me awhile to answer in a truthful but un-hurtful way.
it's not everyday i try to criticize others but at the same time consider about the other party's feelings and what-nots.
usually, ill just say what i feel like saying regardless of whether it'll hurt them or not.
you should be thankful that i actually considered about your fucking feelings arh!
annoying sia some people.
if you can't handle the truth, then don't bother asking others and do some soul-searching instead.